What God Is Doing, It Is Hard To Write It Down, Part 3
Sixty-four days since the day that God sent an answer to prayer.
I knew when I wrote that post that something was going to happen. I didn’t know what but I knew God was in control.
In that time, my faith in…
God answering all of my questions
God being my Healer
God being my Portion
God being my Strength
God being my Joy
Forever
… has only not been moved but has only solidified to the point I simply don’t know of any other way, that is, God is not my Healer or God is not my Portion.
Even still, I can’t even accept the fact that God is even sometimes my Healer, Portion, Strength or Joy even when I don’t do good works because that flies in the face of what I know God to be: the same yesterday, today and forever.
My brain cannot accept any other fact because it is all I know. It is a fact, like we breathe air in order for our bodies to function or 2+2=4, that God is my everything and all in all.
On top of all that, God spoke into me gifts of leadership, discernment and visions/dreams. He spoke that I will be remarried soon (was never at the forefront of my thoughts but God’s will is His will). He spoke that I will shake this planet.
Only God gets the glory. I don’t want any part of it because I am not even close to being worthy. Even I wanted it, I am still not worthy.
In the last 64 days, I used to think that God will move. Now I know He will.
How, I am not sure.
No matter what will happens, I am still utterly dependent on who His is in me.
Let us see what happens.
6 Comments, Comment or Ping
tam
im on the edge of my seat….
May 2nd, 2008
whittakerwoman
I am too. That is a deep post, with no conclusion! Thanks for saying hi. I look forward to reading here, and finding what is going to happen. take care. H
May 7th, 2008
Camey
Joe,
You were just lifted up and given thanks for…
May 8th, 2008
Los
wow.
right on.
May 16th, 2008
Joe Louthan
Update: 78 days and still going strong. God alone is good.
May 16th, 2008
Joe Louthan
Update to the update: I will have all future consulting jobs to talk to God and ask Him how much they should pay me if they even need to hire me in the first place.
My life is in His hands.
I will blog about this soon.
May 16th, 2008
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